My 'Blurt' Prologue...

My story is a long one. Though, now that my life is on track- it feels like just that.
A Story. Maybe someone else's story? I don't know..
Who would have thought this would begin from trying to learn how to touch type?
This is where the idea of typing about my life, my story, on a screen begins.
Surely, by the time I have finished pouring my heart out onto a blank canvas, putting it into
words for someone other than me to understand, I should be able to type 60 words per minute and
my soul will be lighter. My head will be clearer. I will be complete...

Friday, March 30, 2012

21) The stages of Recovery- denial, anger, bargaining, depression, acceptance and recovery

So, I woke up this morning and realised something...whatever happens, it will all turn out ok.. I cannot control what happens and what He decides, but I can choose the person that I want to be... I can't make him love me or make him want to stay but there is nothing that I would have or could have done differently but now I am jeopardizing everything I believe in by letting this happen. I refuse to be emo anymore and let it upset me. I will do anything i can to Help him, but he needs to want to be helped. I'm sorry that I have been a bit unstable lately but thanks so much for listening and supporting me regardless of the situation you are put in by doing so...
Thank you for being there for me and helping me to remember what it important... Don't ever forget how much I love and appreciate you xo

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