My 'Blurt' Prologue...

My story is a long one. Though, now that my life is on track- it feels like just that.
A Story. Maybe someone else's story? I don't know..
Who would have thought this would begin from trying to learn how to touch type?
This is where the idea of typing about my life, my story, on a screen begins.
Surely, by the time I have finished pouring my heart out onto a blank canvas, putting it into
words for someone other than me to understand, I should be able to type 60 words per minute and
my soul will be lighter. My head will be clearer. I will be complete...

Sunday, April 8, 2012

39) How will I make it without you?

I finally asked the question and didn't get the answer I was so desperately hoping for. I needed to know, I couldn't function anymore but now I have the answer, I cannot think past this very second. I don't want to start separating our lives and cutting my ties with you because then what will I have? I don't want to be strong, I'm tired of having to be strong all the time. I just want to fast forward to when this doesn't hurt anymore.

Our lives are so intertwined and I liked it like that. I felt like I was finally a part of something.
What if I never find this again?
I feel like I will miss you for every second of every minute for the rest of my life...
How can I say goodbye to you?

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