My 'Blurt' Prologue...

My story is a long one. Though, now that my life is on track- it feels like just that.
A Story. Maybe someone else's story? I don't know..
Who would have thought this would begin from trying to learn how to touch type?
This is where the idea of typing about my life, my story, on a screen begins.
Surely, by the time I have finished pouring my heart out onto a blank canvas, putting it into
words for someone other than me to understand, I should be able to type 60 words per minute and
my soul will be lighter. My head will be clearer. I will be complete...


Friday, April 6, 2012

33) I miss you...

I feel lonely and incomplete. My happiness is superficial. I can't stop thinking about you. When will this stop being so hard? I am not ready to say goodbye to you. We have so much to do together. The future seems so unclear when I think about being without you because I have spent so much time making plans with you. I know this is what I want from my life. There is noone else for me, you are everything I ever hoped to find in a person, partner and best friend... How can I change your mind? How can we fix this and go back to when we were happy? How can I help you feel the way you did about me before? I want to be happy again. I want to feel loved. I want you back in my life and not spend another second missing you...
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